It seems to me faith is something
that is mistreated. Faith is mocked, scorned, and ridiculed. One who has a firm,
unshakable faith can also be referred to as someone with "a blind
faith". It is a funny misnomer in my opinion, because the one with this
kind of faith, in fact sees plenty. They see the world of the unseen and
acknowledge its truth and its power. They see more, not less. The Bible says,
"Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed" (John
20:29). Why? What exactly is faith and why are we called to it? It is
interesting that those most critical of faith act in faith all the time. We act
in faith when we go to bed at night and set our alarm clock. We act in faith
when we buy groceries for the week, and we act in faith when we start a college
fund. We don't mock these behaviors as childish or superstitious. On the contrary,
we exalt these acts as being good and responsible, preparing for that which is
ahead—sacrificing in the now in order to assure at least in part, comfort, and
stability in the unknown.
There is a world that may not be
linear, but it is real and reveals truth—a world that informs us in ways we
know, but perhaps cannot yet dance or articulate. We know this to be true when
we have an awkward exchange with someone, when we perceive something "off
color". Sometimes we just can't quite put our finger on it, but we know with
a fullness of our being that it is real. We may try to recite the account to
another, telling what the person said, the words that were used, the
intonation, their body language, but even all that information might not hold
the ultimate key. "I don't know, I can't explain exactly what, but it was
off". It is real, it was perceived, yet unexplainable.
There is also the other kind of
perception that can be created, maybe not grounded in truth, and yet is real.
For example, the woman who is convicted in her own mind that a certain dress is
unflattering to her bloated tummy, she is self-conscious and perhaps overly concerned.
Perhaps an observer knowing nothing of her personal issue and dissatisfaction, looks
at her dress and finds it very pretty. In noticing a lingering glance, she
immediately is reaffirmed in her own convictions that the dress is unflattering
and that the person who is in actuality admiring, is looking on critically.
This is that strange reality, that is not based in truth but yet very real to
the person experiencing it. Even if their own perception of the reality or
event is false, there is a reality that exists and is real. It is real to that
person experiencing it, and therefore it exists.
Faith is a belief and a
commitment to a reality that exists, that is perhaps unseen but grounded in truth. Ultimate Truth. It is
the objective reality that whether you believe in it or not, it exists, and
stands steady. It is a vibrant living reality unchanging in its nature. Whether
you perceive it or not, it is there. It is not subjective perception, but
ultimate truth, and remaining faithful and convicted in faith is not
Pollyanna, it is no easy task. It is not something to be mocked and scorned but
rather it is something to be admired. It demands courage and strength. It would
be easy to say nothing means anything, there really is no such thing as right
and wrong, good and evil, and live life with no responsibility or commitment to
something higher than our own selfish desires. That does not mean it will be a
joyous, fulfilled life. Most likely it will not be. When God calls us to observe
his commandments. “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will
give you rest” (Matt 11:28). It is ultimately for our own good, although
sometimes in our darkened state we do not see it or feel it that way.
We all have a sense of right and
wrong, good and evil. Sure, the perimeters around what that means, and what
those lines are differ greatly, but the basic intuitive understanding exists,
and it is real. Our whole being shouts out at gross injustice and says it is
wrong, our soul cries for the wrong to be made right. It does
not matter what social mores or governmental pressure is in place, killing
millions of Jews for the mere sake of their Jewishness is wrong. It is not a
question of what works best for a flourishing society or getting along.
Something in us says, wrong. Not because
I think it is wrong or because I just don't like it, but because there is an
objective truth that is operating and dictating this wrong. It is larger than
me or you, it exists and speaks and we know.
Conversely on a beautiful spring
day, a clear blue sky, pink flowers blooming, birds chirping, a child laughing
and joyfully drinking up the essence of all this beauty, our souls smile and
something says this is good, this is right. We know fully there is something
good here, not a thought or an opinion, but pure unadulterated good. “God saw
that it was good” (Gen. 1:10). Sometimes the voice of truth is clear as a bell,
and other times it is subtle and yearning. It is like a sound in the far-off distance
that beckons. You cannot fully make out the story, but it is there waiting to
unfold. I choose to believe that that deepest part of our being is being
informed by something great, something true and ultimately good.
Faith is not just the belief
though, it is ultimately the relationship. It is a long-term commitment, and like most long-term
commitments requires a lot of nurturing. Spending time, coming back to, having
patience, hope, trust, and ultimately love. A love of that which is good, right
and true. A love of that which is love itself: “God is love” (I John 4:8). It is
the Agape love relationship, walking
together day to day, coming back to, drifting slightly. We are the tide to his
ocean. Faith is beautiful but not for the faint of heart. It is not blind, but
rather all seeing. When nurtured accordingly the garden of faith will bear the
most beautiful fruit, and you will be full.
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